I Need To Stop Pretending

10 Apr

Like having a baby is a viable option for me.
Apparently I can’t get pregnant.
I can’t go to the doctor for infertility nonsense because it’s 100% out of pocket.

PLEASE don’t tell me when another stupid out of wedlock girl gets knocked up.
I can’t take it.

I can’t take hearing about people’s happy baby lives.

I guess I have to face the reality that being a mom may not be in my future.
(but what else is there?)

I’m just so sad.

I don’t know what to do when my family and friends start getting pregnant.
(probably ignore all phone calls)

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