Crazy

26 Mar

I don’t know if other TTC women are like this, but I get so inwardly crazed sometimes.
I’ll be fine…not really thinking about TTC that much and then I hear about a pregnancy or see a cute baby or hear about some new thing that could be wrong in my body and BAM.
My mind freaks out.
I try to control it and I am getting better at it.
But there is still these few moments of whirlwind thoughts and desperate pleading to God to let me become pregnant.
I hope I don’t have much longer to wait.
My mind is controlled right now but who knows how it’ll be in a few hours…

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